she's not broken, she's just a baby.

I've been addicted to 8tracks.com for awhile now. He's like my little dirty secret. I normally don't search for different types of music because who cares what genre we listen to? Which brings me to another thing which I might as well tell you while I'm thinking it. You know those people who ask, "So... what music do you listen to?" What do you say to that? Well, mostly people drop some band names and artists or just genres. But how about this for an answer: GOOD MUSIC! (yes, Dari, credit will go to where it is deserved.)

Right... now... where was I? Oh, yes! On 8tracks.com, I guess it would be appropriate to search for genres to get to the mixes you want, but I don't do that. I search for emotions. Or things like: love, sweet, heartbroken, angst, youth, anger, owls, lust, melancholy and hippie. I find them a lot more accurate because that's what music does. It conjures up those sort of thoughts and emotions. I mean, owls... seriously? but it's true!

This mix here is one I listen to a lot of the time when I'm down. Especially when it comes to the one I'd rather not name because my coping method used to be writing, but I can't say anything bad about him. Him and writing? I can only come up with pathetic, sappy and poetic crap that makes me look sad and not vice versa. Music, however, is just there. Floating in the air. You soak it in the way you want to and leave out the dirty bits you don't like.

Anywho, I'm in a low point in my life right now. And I need my friends the most, but where are they? Who are they? I don't know. I honestly don't. I'm about to send an inbox to my group of friends and they're not going to like it. This act may be the last act of mine that will completely cut me off. What would that mean? I'd have to sit with Caroline and Peer in Homeroom classes.

We'll just see how it goes. If they really are my friends, they'd understand and not hold it against me. If they're not, then... I'm glad I found out sooner rather than later. Or would this be later? Who knows...