The trouble with having a friend that's always going to be better than you in a lot of ways is that you're never going to feel good about yourself when you're with them. You feel all right when you're just with her, but then when it comes to situations where you have to be with her and a whole bunch of other guys, you'll feel less significant. Like you're hiding behind her shadow because you know all the boys there like her more. She's prettier, funnier, nicer, less awkward. Then there's me. The me that gets put aside. The me that they don't notice. It makes it a lot harder when I know their admiration for her and how next to that, I'm nothing.
I suppose that's my problem. And there's nothing I can do about it.
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